I'm a Woman by nature and a Bitch by choice. I'm quiet doesn't mean, I don't have a lot to say. I'm sarcastic doesn't mean, I don't take it seriously. I'm strong-willed doesn't mean, I don't cry. I'm ego doesn't mean I don't care. I'm stubborn yet amiable.
I was reading the blog of a friend earlier today and was struck by how poignant her words are. How they make me feel as if we are sitting across a table enjoying a drink together.
And I miss that. A lot. Really.
The ability to write as if you are here I mean. It was something I actually had a knack for at one time. Back when the words here and elsewhere were rarely censored or thought out.
In the pursuit of finding that elusive moment in all of these syllables, of connecting in some profound way,causing the loss of those thoughts they were actually meant to convey.
It took reading the words of a far better writer to remind me of what I’m actually good at. Just being me.
For now, thank you for this brief bit of clarity. Perhaps with this insight I can get back on track.
I'm a Woman by nature and a Bitch by choice.
I'm complicated yet blessed.
I'm contradicting yet compromising.
I'm confused yet convincing.
I'm strong-willed yet deluding.
I'm fretting yet tolerating.
I'm smart yet silly.
I'm ego yet amiable.
I'm selfish yet a giver.
I'm vengeful yet forgiving.
I'm dreaming yet practical.
I'm stubborn yet justifying.
I'm quiet doesn't mean, I don't have a lot to say.
I'm sarcastic doesn't mean, I don't take it seriously.
I'm strong-willed doesn't mean, I don't cry.
I'm ego doesn't mean I don't care.
I'm highly allergic BULLSHITS.
I'm not rude. I just wasn't taught to politely pretend to be nice to people I can't stand!
I react only to practical logics and senses.
I don't need someone whose so mature to stop my immaturity. What I need is someone who can ride on my immaturity and maturely understands me.
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