6 am - Can't sleep and all I can think of is how I've abandoned this "diary" I've kept for almost few weeks now, I think? It has been far too long since I last wrote a post.No matter how much I love and enjoy my life, I always want more. I can only think … Continue reading N O T E S ~ words and stuffs..
There's just moments of crazziness in ones self having it all making it an eventful such times through your 'book of history'.....Good times always ends fast and therefore at every time I enjoyed moments, I'l make sure I treasure every sec of it without any regrets..........No matter what the circumstances it was, it has been … Continue reading Resminicing….
Attended an interview at Spa Bontanica at Sentosa...EVerything comes out real positively. Well I really hope so for this one. Was having discomfort the whole day prolly to the menses and adding on to that the weather wasnt promising in fact I manage to pull through all thanks to my dearest bf having to send … Continue reading Pleasant for the day….
Okay I shall start. It kinda sucks I shall gotta say and just not to get myself felt 'unheard' still, I've decided to lay out everything one by one in a simplify point form so as not to getting myself missed out on any issues thats cramping my mind affecting my own 'mind anxiety' I can named it.Sorry for the lack of enthusiasm in this tittle as the energy-level isn't where I might like it to be. I do have a lot of topic to let off my chest but considering there's really too many of it, excuse me if I don't quite get all of it, but I'll give it a go, thou.- One major cause of having this listless feeling was getting myself a JOB!!..I don't really care at how people around me has got to say, it helps a little bit at least by believing the REAL reason as to why I called off my last employment. I have my own strong reasons and I don't see the real need for me to explain in detail and do the 'convincing' to people. My reasons is practical enough with logic sense so I was never get thrown in with regrets right from day 1.Since not being able to share with just anyone that can relate to my reasons, I shall let it kick-off in here to make myself play with some space at least. I've been spending my penny everyday from Mon-Sat getting myself copy of the daily Straits Times newspaper just for the Recruit/Classified Jobs, blasting resumes out like really more then 8 emails a day at an average. Not getting enough from there, Jobstreet has also more becoming of like my homepage which I visited almost everyday. So many many, like really many of it, I have applied. Been to so many interviews, almost all were so promising and made me felt really good boosting my self-esteem after each time I step out from the interview. Goin online for 'interview guidelines' to improvised myself in an interview, brainstorming on cover letters....NO I was never 'cerewet' on choosing the positions and having said that of course I don't just apply anyhow, yes, I may be out of job for the longest time in my whole life now but I am also not out to just get a job for the sake of getting a job with salary!.....Honestly I personally thinks that I have injected a whole lot of effort on this, friends who happened to go through my resume & cover letter gaves me high compliment for its format. And I swear there was no copy andpaste thingy & I reformatted it to a whole new refreshing look directly from my own BRAIN..........I just simply don't know where it goes wrong of everything. I really really wish to know.....just someone to tell me where did I go wrong in these whole thing....:(