Okay I shall start. It kinda sucks I shall gotta say and just not to get myself felt ‘unheard’ still, I’ve decided to
lay out everything one by one in a simplify point form so as not to getting myself missed out on any issues thats
cramping my mind affecting my own ‘mind anxiety’ I can named it.
Sorry for the lack of enthusiasm in this tittle as the energy-level isn’t where I might like it to be. I do have a lot of
topic to let off my chest but considering there’s really too many of it, excuse me if I don’t quite get all of it,
but I’ll give it a go, thou.
– One major cause of having this listless feeling was getting myself a JOB!!..I don’t really care at how people
around me has got to say, it helps a little bit at least by believing the REAL reason as to why I called off my
last employment. I have my own strong reasons and I don’t see the real need for me to explain in detail and do
the ‘convincing’ to people. My reasons is practical enough with logic sense so I was never get thrown in with
regrets right from day 1.
Since not being able to share with just anyone that can relate to my reasons, I shall let it kick-off in here to make
myself play with some space at least. I’ve been spending my penny everyday from Mon-Sat getting myself copy
of the daily Straits Times newspaper just for the Recruit/Classified Jobs, blasting resumes out like really more
then 8 emails a day at an average. Not getting enough from there, Jobstreet has also more becoming of like my
homepage which I visited almost everyday. So many many, like really many of it, I have applied.
Been to so many interviews, almost all were so promising and made me felt really good boosting my self-esteem
after each time I step out from the interview. Goin online for ‘interview guidelines’ to improvised myself in an
interview, brainstorming on cover letters….NO I was never ‘cerewet’ on choosing the positions and having
said that of course I don’t just apply anyhow, yes, I may be out of job for the longest time in my whole life now
but I am also not out to just get a job for the sake of getting a job with salary!…..
Honestly I personally thinks that I have injected a whole lot of effort on this, friends who happened to go
through my resume & cover letter gaves me high compliment for its format. And I swear there was no copy and
paste thingy & I reformatted it to a whole new refreshing look directly from my own BRAIN……….
I just simply don’t know where it goes wrong of everything.
I really really wish to know…..just someone to tell me where did I go wrong in these whole thing….:(