Trusting Your Good Self

I used to think I had the worse luck most times. But when looking at the things around me, I realise I have more luck than ever. Not everything will go the way you want it to be no matter what preparations are made. Such is Life. The only way to keep myself grounded and …

When someone walks away from you

When this Mind is functioning unproductively & in dire need of a great vast of overhauling. When I'm trying so hard consoling myself with the whispers of my own voices to take one step at a time. But its just too haywired that I'm losing 80% of my 'drive' yet still trying so hard emitting …

Somewhere in between Mind

I literally slept through the whole evening. And what now, well kinda dropping by for a short post since I've not been blogging for a period of time now. I know this could sound random to many but hey! I've gotta let it off my chest at least for the comfort of my own mind.. …

As I Gasp…..

It is really ironic...I AM STILL been hving dreams ovr a same person up till now...Adding on to it, recent it was 3 days in a row. To the long thought I've to forget them dearly. I have really Do!...Everyday I tell myself "oh gerl, it's just a dream.no big deal". This is obviously way …

Nocturnal I Am.

Not been blogging so often lately. I can't even ask myself 'why' is it at such. haha Im suchaa an Insomniac too lately. I hate it much. Horribly yes so much hate. I gotta seek treatment I guess. This is just something I can't just say "it will go away"! ; When other are pretty …

That loud cry and the silent tear

I've learnt one true fact.... When there's a need to cry...and then u're able to cry hving tears rolling down profusely, wether u're alone or nice enough if there's 'shoulder to cry on' around. Even at times, even when u're alone, there's even a no need to talk and u cn just still cry out …

Shelve it all for 2011

I pray that my heart will be guarded to fullest. Over time I was able to perceive things, feelings..etc. As I look back now and see how that time allowed me to grow in ways I never had, improve in attitude and character, begin expressing myself in healthier ways, let my feelings actually feel, and …